August 2009
67 posts
im scared that i dont even want to write down my own feelings. thats how scared i am. i am scared of whats happening, and what could happen. I’m scared of my own thoughts and rationalizations. I hate feeling this way. I can’t go on writing because I’m scared of the truth or what i might think/say.
now this is fear.
but i need to be tough
please hold my hand
Marijuana use by adolescents subtly impairs...
fuckyeahfacts:
The journal Clinical EEG and Neuroscience reports that teenagerswho consume 20 drinks a month for as little as a year can incur neurocognitive damage. The damage manifests itself in both brain structure abnormalities and sluggishness when performing cognitive tasks. While adolescents who smoke marijuana regularly show similar symptoms, they are far less severe. Previous testing of...
The way you see yourself in a mirror differs from...
fuckyeahfacts:
Studies have shown that when you check out someone else your eyes are most likely drawn to the right side of their face. Yet when gaze upon your own reflection your eyes are programmed to study what is actually the left side of your face. So unless you are blessed with a perfectly symmetrical visage, you don’t appear to others how you think you look. Researchers tested this by...
i haven’t worn make up in 2 days. you know thats a bad sign. times are tough.
love is just an odd curious thing, and sometimes love is just a cluster-fuck,...
21st Birthday Photos →
thats it for my late night rebloging rants. im...
ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY.
T-minus 52 minutes
its 11:08pm waiting for justin to come pick me up so he can take me to the bar where all my friends are waiting for me with my 12 o’clock birthday shot in hand. I cant wait. I am so excited. turning 21 never felt so good. wish me luck :)
some new photos, oh summer 09' →
first things spoken this morning
Me: Sweetie, It's time to wake up
Ben: (still in mid sleep,eyes closed, says aloud) It's your birthday tomorrow
Me: (grin) IT IS!
feliz compleanos es manana
tomorrow is my 21st birthday and I am so excited. FINALLY.
As I am writing this I have hair dye in my hair. you gotta look good, period. Back to black though. Trying to get everything ready for the 3 day extravaganza.
TONIGHT: going out with my best of friends who I have missed very much, but ben can’t come because he isn’t 21 yet but this is the only ‘21’ thing I am...
fmylife:
Today, I went home with a guy I just met in a bar. I went to the bathroom real quick, and when I came out I was greeted by him with a 12 inch strap-on dildo on his head, and the words “I’m gonna fuck you like a unicorn.” FML
aww man, I think that is the most hilarious thing i have ever read. hahahaha.